I absolutely cannot believe Connor is 4 months old. He is getting so big & you can tell he wants to be so independent! Some days, i really miss my little baby who would fall asleep in my arms at the drop of a hat, but now, Connor must go to sleep in his bed (or he won't ever go to sleep at all). But, last night i got a little present from him! After about 3 hours of being asleep he started crying - so, i went to see if he was ok. As i picked him up, he immediately stopped crying and fell asleep on my shoulder. I just couldn't put him down! I had a very difficult pregnancy, and while i never doubted my love for him, i did not feel that "bond" people talk about. Even when the doctor gave him to me right after delivery i had no idea what to do with this baby. i didn't even know him & i certainly had no idea why God had trusted me with this person. But now, i don't know what i would do without him - we are great friends, and i pray we are friends forever.
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